Dymin

Every day I would sit by my window of dreams and see my reflection of solitude. Waiting, waiting for that moment to happen was torturous. The sunlight beaming down outside, the flowers all abloom, the birds singing, the gentle breeze flowing through the air-nothing, I felt nothing. None of that mattered to me, none of that effected me; I hid inside my cave of sorrow, tolerated whatever was around me. I always heard you should follow your dreams, but how? Then that moment came; that breathless moment enriched my life with blessings I thought I would never have. You broke my shatter proof window combining my dreams and reality. You picked me u

I see more then you may think I see. I feel more then you think-or even I think-I feel. I know we are meant to be. You make me so happy; words can't explain the emotions rippling through my veins. Your kiss brings a surge throughout my body that makes my heart beat at speeds unimaginable. Your hug, or simply just holding my hand, brings a particular warmth that comforts my loneliness. Your touch, your voice, every breath you take fills my heart and soul with the love I have been waiting for. I can't wait until we can share that love with the world, even if the world is not ready for it yet. You make every minute, every second worth living for

The moment I feel alive is the moment I'm in the light. Each breath taken is a breath to speak. I'm living in the moment as a person that does not exist. This is the moment I'll never forget; being alive is to be yourself and to know how to be someone else.

You are the essence of my happiness, the passion in my heart, the fantasia of my reality, and the reason behind my smile.

Your voice soothes my soul. Your kindness enlightens my heart. Your love embraces my body with the warmness that comforts my lonliness.

A dream is but a destination we don't choose to reach. Every moment is such a precious thing that is never remembered, but always treasured. We live for these moments, because they are those that we'll never experience in reality. You are the moment I pray to have. Having you in my dreams, us finding the ultimate happiness, is something I must experience in my falsified reality. Living my life without you in it at all, is the hell that torchers me for all eternity. You are what I wait for, you are what I treasure, you are all I want, and hopefully....hopefully...you will be all I dream about.

A moment without you brings tears to my eyes. You are my everything and more. Every wish I make, every chance I get, I wish for you and only you. As every second passes by without you here in my life, my heart beats with no purpose. Yearning for your embrace, your kiss, your love…it's painful to think that I'll never have it. I love you, and only you. So it's understandable that sanity with me is lost. The sun may rise and set every day, but I'm not living unless you are by my side. I can't explain to you just how much I love you.

Beauty is but not a choice, wisdom is not easily learned, love is hard to control. We are but mere beings in this forsaken world. This is life's ultimate challenge. To be above beauty, to obtain wisdom, to conquer love. What we do in life, every choice we make, every action we take. Pity is for the weak, survival is for the strong. Living life to its fullest is an understatement. Bringing life, bringing YOURSELF to have a goal that is impossible to reach; that's the destination we must arrive at. My belief is so...what's your belief? What do you live for?  

It's not so much that life can surprise you. Nor is it that life can tear you down, rip up your spirit, and pollute your soul. You say that you have tried everything. Everything to satisfy your needs. But have you ever saw the truth in this universe? The truth is hard to find, the truth is right in front of you. The light that leads the way, and the darkness left behind. The wish that comes true, and the one that destroys it; you.

Life can be full of moments; moments can be filled with life. Every breath taken-every breath let out-fills every piece of life's puzzle with the detail to create a masterpiece. The lips that caress mine, the arms that embrace my body, the smile that influences my happiness. These thoughts are racing in my mind as I sit next to the river that sooths my soul. I can't help but close my eyes in hoping that moment becomes reality. The water keeps rushing just as my blood keeps flowing, and my heart beats with the rhythm of loneliness. In just a moment I feel your arms wrap around me. Your gentle lips pressing against my neck keeping my eyes clos